For me as a Christian young man, I was molested from a child and it has affected him until now to the point that I engaged in the lifestyle. I have had relationships with other young men which ended badly, through verbal and physical abuse. Because of the struggle with homosexuality, I had to move from where I lived on several occasion and have been accused of being involved in the act to the point of nearly being killed. I had to move to live with my father and was only allowed to stay there for a few months.